Monday, January 23, 2012

I never thought of myself leading an organization. During Highschool, I had this feeling of going out of my shell as a leader but I never had a chance to step up and confidence to run just for a class officer but when I was in 4th year HS, my classmates were gang-ing up on me and nominated me as one of the Sergeant-at-Arms, and I won. LMAO, that was one of the funniest memories I can remember during HS. Anyway, I'm going to end this blogpost soon HA HA HA. I entered college without the idea of running as an officer. It so happened that I was close to the Org President and he always ask me to tell this and that to my block mates and I'm not even the representative. Suddenly, one day he told me that I'll be the Level Representative for our batch in our course for the 2nd semester. Took it as an advantage but a big big problem. I even told our President that I'm not smart and I don't know how to handle things in a political way because I have always thought that a person has to be smart academically to be able to lead other people. Another academic year came and I ran because I was forced to. To my surprise, I won again as an Auditor. Oh money issues, I'm not even a math genius. That year, I experienced so much that I really decided not to run for the next academic year but then again, I can't. This time, I ran because I felt like the people around needs me. I was the only officer who ran again. This academic year, I was tasked to be the Internal Vice President, but I see myself as the President, External Vice President and Secretary. This year was a disaster. I don't know what to do to bring out what we have brought out before. I'm still thinking of running for the next academic year because, this responsibility eats my life physically, mentally, emotionally and financially. I'm still in a 60% yes and 40% no in running as a president? or internal vice president again.

Why do I always feel that this responsibility is a problem? Maybe I should learn how to love it this way because I lived my whole college life being attached to this kind of issue.

GINUSTO KO 'TO EH.

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